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I think everytime I'm getting into more and more trouble...
and now I have noone to blame is just me and my ambition.
I can be so clever and so stupid sometimes.
I just have to stop of being so impulsive and think of my priorities.
And it's when I realise I have to mature and I haven't.
I'm afraid. Afraid of desapoiting my dear ones just becuse I wanted to get something that actually it wasn't that important. Silly me...
Now makes me feel like crap and like running away. But I must face my problems I do not how and even when I'm afraid I must face it in somehow...right?