how long has it been? ...

 

I didnt want to write on the day if your birthday ... why? because the melnacholy has been to strong in my heart ... you have no idea... but for how I have been keeping those feelings inside me?.... you have no idea ofcourse, because I swallow everything, my tears my feelings...

I miss you ... I miss you badly .... I miss your voice, I miss your laugh, I miss your smile and I miss the sound of your guitar...

Where are you now? I want to run where you are...

why do I have to be so far away? ...

If i was there I would be wondering around you no matter what. But i am not, so I just can think of you every second ...

If the gods one day let me be close to you, I will give my all to reach you... you might not love me but at least let me see your smile, let me know you are fine, I want you to find happiness...

I want you to do what you love...

If I know you are happy I will be relieved

would you let me know that?

Would I ever be able to know 

I miss you, I want to see you...

I pray to the gods for your happiness

I pray to the gods to let me see you

so please one day let me know you are fine

dont love me, I wont ask you that

just smile