Inspiration

Sigh... i feel inspired like writing, sketching etc but...here is my but... i don't feel original.. but here it comes the topic of originality, does it exist? I am not sure anymore... when writing i have all, these ideas that is insane! I just need more time and my own time table because all my energy and inspiration comes  during night time but sketching that is my problem, i my head the picture is so clear that is annoying but i cant represent it on the blank page, it just crazy like a torture... and i feel just can copy styles and not create my style i want to create my style  i want to portray my vision on the blank page, that people sees it and say that is an illustration of lefay(my pen name) that is what i want but it is quite a challenge that i am working on