Finally back to writing... how long has it been now? I know no one really reads this blog, but doesn't matter really because I really enjoy writing. Why I don't write in a dairy? Yes I do...but somethings are easier to write in this blog than in my diary... things like my deep feelings go in my diary and not very often.
I must confess this time I have been quite depressed, if I say I have been busy, I think is just an excuse, because no matter how busy I might be I always find time to write. This last months I have been feeling really inspired to write but this time must admit I have been busy with assignments and then get too tired to write. But I don't want to keep it in a long pause, in my mind I am always writing after all is insane.
Recently in my mind I have been thinking in dreams, goals and reaching them. I have dreams and sometimes I am afraid of them, it keeps tormenting my mind in somehow but the feeling is strong, I think no matter how long it takes me I will reach them.
Of course then we have the silly dreams that don't depend on one, because if it was just for me everything will be fine, but someone who has no clue is involved, can that be productive? I think at times is just a delirium, but... it feels like I dream with being in never land...
In this time of the year, I have met impressive people, specially women, who no matter their ages and situation, they haven't let people tell them what to do. Of course I have two good examples with me always (my mother and sister) who admire the most.
Ah...dreams... it should be easier but is not...dream is not the problem, the problem in somehow is to reach them, is ok if you have one big dream but what if you have more than one! how to know which one is priority, can we aim for all of them?...
Recently listening the song "City of Angels" of Thirty Seconds to Mars, have influenced more my thoughts about dreams.
Well will leave it til here today, will be back soon, this I wont leave my blog abandoned for so long. And also my "Sleepless beauty" will be back :)
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