silly thoughts

Is the best image I was able to find of couple or romanticism. Lately I have been thinking about it a lot. For a long time I have been obsessively in love with someone, it has been four years probably, I am not saying I don't care about him anymore, I care and very deeply, I still love him but it is getting in a more realistic way.
Right now I do like someone, well I like him for a long time (a year) but didn't think much about it. But I find myself stupid because I like him, even if I think of getting married, I think of him ...*sigh*... I mean I cannot think of anyone better than him.
Distance relationships? I really don't like them, not being able to be close to that special person, not touching his hand or play with his hair, cuddle together...The melancholy is too much...but if it is true love and is the only way to be together for a period of time, I guess it has to be done, right?
I love the idea of cooking for that person and see him eating happily what I have prepared for him. Even though at the beginning I didn't like the idea, now I must confess I love the idea. I know I am young still, but I do want to think of having a family in a 4-5 years period. Could I be to obsessed with this? ...
I don't know but every year it passes the more I think about it...I mean I don't get younger with time, so I guess as woman is common to think this, right?
I just want now to know the right person, maybe if it is him or not, that is something the universe will tell.
Everything comes at the right time, right?