Start again

Hello, people who read these words.
Today I feel like writing in my blog and write my thoughts and I have been even feeling like blogging once again but I don't want to get too excited as I usually do and then later I get too lazy and do nothing, so I will start slow and today I want to share something.



So since December last year until last week, I have been under stress and not a very favorable situation, let's say I wasn't being very lucky at all but I do have hope things will change and things will get better. Tomorrow I start a new job and I am quite excited, to be honest, it is finally a job in the tourism industry and finally I will making use of what I study.



And the fact that I was able to find this job and get it has brought me hope and positive thinking. I need to organize myself better but instead of feeling like I can't do anything I feel like I can and should plan things maybe not big plans yet but small steps to enjoy. 



I have noticed I have been frustrated for way too long about where I am living, I have been wanting to travel go somewhere new, move out but I haven't been able to and I end up being upset, frustrated and not happy but the problem is not the place but my perspective, my attitude.



Is is time to see the place where I live with new eyes, I want to live my every day like a new day, not like a routine or a mundane life, I want every day to do something little that will make me feel amazed about my day, I want to be more positive and share this. Whenever possible I want to treat myself, so something small but special, share it and be thankful that I am alive.
I want to stop bein frustrated that I am in this city, I want to show myself that I can be happy living where I am, that I can surprise myself and there is so much to see that I haven't. 
Of course I want to travel too and I would like to make plans and try to save up money, maybe try one overseas travel a year, as I don't think I will be able to afford more but also plan small trips in the country, there are places I have never been to or places I never had the chance to visit properly or places I just want to see again, so why not? 



I have now notice that the problem didn't lie on other or my surrounding but in myself and if I want things to be better I need to change myself first and be a better me, so hopefully I will write more often here and I will share my experience and adventure of changing myself with you all and who know maybe finally show some activity on my youtube channel. 
So join me if you want to and stay tuned :)