Urei

Konbawa!

And finally were on the long's year, I mean the year f the Dragon, in chinese dragon is long.
At the end I did not leave to Christchurch,after the earthquke and liquifaction my mom decided not to and even when I want to leave I don't want my mother to be worried because I know how she gets worried.So applying for jobs here, today I had an interview so good luck for me! XD
Auhm...what else?...I haven't write too much, now I'm writing the third story of my serie of stories "Shiki sotries" for what I see now it will be quite long story but I like how is progressing.

Lately I have been thinking a lot of Akiya-san, I had nightmares about him and also horrible bad feelings but ofcourse I am hoping nothing it is true but Akiya-san has been lost,away from people.He doesn't write, on pigg he dissapears when someone realises is him and he doesn't reply to emails. What is happening Akiya-san?? just thinking about you now makes my heart ache and I feel so impotent, I want to be there in Japan,search for you no matter what! and see how you actually are...Sometimes I wonder would you open your heart to me? I want to hold it and heal it if I can...probably selfich from me but I need to help you....so would he let me?


I am rewritng "just another day" is a short story I wrote based on SS501's song Haruman, just like with obseesion of SHINee, I just listened the song and my mind started to create a movie from it... Now I have another similar cse with TVXQ's song Duet, so will write it after...but when I think of it I have so many little movies in my head that it is hard to suddenly pass them to the letters but I'm even thinking on paiting some of those scenes,would be fun, ne?
Ok I guess that's it for today...Donnot know when will write again but I will ^u^