욕 (慾) (Obsession)

So here is my story Obsession, based on SHINee's song Obsession (as you can see I'm not very creative when is about titles...)
I think is good to listen the song as well when reading or before or after reading XD
Is not very well writen, because I tried to translate from the original that I wrote that was writen in spanish, so was kind of hard.

Anyway, Dozou!

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The sun quickly raised and its rays passed through the curtains, warning those who were sleeping that a new day had begun.

"My hands tremble more
Shortly I'll lose my focus
Why my broken legs standing here
I can not remember events, I Become scared
Where are you, Who have you laughing Until just now "

She woke up, sat in bed, looked that young man she had been dating lately and the one who she shared the nights. What had happened? What had changed since they met? She put her hands in her hair, showing the confusion of her mind. Looking back at his companion, as he slept peacefully ...
Why she could not love him?

"(Why) Have fun noises left me? You're far away "

She got up and dressed up, woke up and  from the bed  watched as she dressed, seeing that she was retiring, he quickly got up and reached before she opened the door.

"(Why) Is it getting dim? These Scars Are Like shackles "

He cornered her against the door and deposit a kiss on her lips, to which she didn’t reply, she just let  him kiss her. His hands touched her arms. At the end of the kiss she opened the door and retreat.
He just hit the door with his fist and leaned against the wall to fall, given the situation he knew, he lost her.

"Curse me, curse me for letting go
Do not leave me, my heart Collapsed
Do not leave me alone, I'm screaming
Want you, I want you like crazy
Your lips shouldn't love That left me
Do not love me, I Threw You Away "
While drinking coffee at his desk, the memories came to his mind, from the moment he saw her for the first time, when he talked to her for the first time, when he asked her for a date, her shy smile. Their first kiss, shy and passionate.... His hands down her hair and slowly down to her neck, stripped of their clothes and that night the two bodies were united in an unfamiliar feeling.
When the passion had finished? When she stopped loving him? Her kisses had no feeling; whatsoever she never kissed him again ...He knew that kiss was the last. But he was not able to forget her, his world revolved around her.

"All I wanted was simply to give you an endless love
I Had no idea That Would love more Excessive strangle you
Those days when I was torn from my heart Wounded It’s a lost love that way, I fill up with tears "

She checked her phone, how many missed calls from him she had every day? Today was not the exception ... messages asking where she was, Her eyes got lost while looking the window ... no feelings ... she did not feel anything towards him, everything had gone ... Her analysis was interrupted by a co-worker and to whom she gives him a false smile.

"(Why) Is It That I still only bring out sad hellos"

He was sitting on the water fount, watching people go by, had his phone on his hand, called her and no answer, hanged up. Looked to the building that was in front of his eyes, she worked there.

Why did she not respond his calls? Why did she not respond his messages?
He sighed, while at the distance and between the multitudes he was lost.


"(Why) Just Until today, Do not push me away"


That night she did not want to go home, she knew he would be waiting and would knock the door countless times.
At home someone knocked the door there was no need to go see, because she knew it was him. She just leaned her back on the wall, sitting on the floor, resting her elbows on her knees, and supporting her head on her hands ... a state of despair ... she kept silent in the hope that he got tired of knocking the door.
 He knew that she was inside and that she was not going to open the door so he banged on the door with his fist, this situation frustrated him why she could not be with him? ... His outline was lost in the hallway of the building ...

"Curse me, curse me for letting go
Do not leave me, my heart Collapsed
Do not leave me alone, I'm screaming
Want you, I want you like crazy
Your lips shouldn't love That left me
Do not love me, I Threw You Away "
She wandered, went to a bar.
She drank from her cup and a chill invaded her body ... she saw him ... he entered the bar, she quickly stood up and slipped into the crowd, but he saw her getting away.

"I hope That you'll catch on
That I'm A Different You

I embrace your events
Nightmare from last night
Do not let go of my hand "

In the cold night, she walked leisurely and drops of rain started to fall.

She found a cafe and got inside.
She  sat near the window of the room, waiting for her coffee. Took he cell phone out, it was already late. She watched from the window the falling rain and hit the glass. She felt so lost and every time the feeling got worse.
"Your side, your side That you Become cold
Do not leave me, my heart torn

Do not Become Even Further Away "

He outside getting wet in the rain, standing behind a light pole from the other street, he could watch her from there. He saw her talking on the cell phone, he checked his phone with a remote hope that she was trying to contact him but it wasn’t, he knew she was talking with somebody else.

"Although I'm holding your hand Remember, end it, I can not forget you "

After talking on the phone and finished her coffee, she  hoped for the rain to cease and proceeded to retire, she was afraid .. She knew, she felt that he was near...

Under the light rain, he felt the drops going down his face or was tears? In what moment the situation turned that way? He felt full of despair.
In a nearby parking lot near a park, she was waiting. Soon came a car that stoped close to her, the driver’s door opened and a young man with a melancholy look appeared he had manly features. He got closer to her without hesitation...
She knew that with him things were not going to get any better but she could not resist it, he needed her, he was there for her and she needed someone who could give her security and can make her forget for a moment her confussion.

"I will not forget my pain of Being Thrown Away
I can not forget it, You Gave it to me "
He followed up that parking lot, hid behind a tree, the rain did not stop ...He saw that car and saw the young man approach her, and whispering something to her ear, the melancholic expression of her an at the same time the desire in their eyes.

"Even the reason I love Became a sin
The Deep Wounds slowly

Turned up and burnt to ash "

That tall boy of manly traits, approached her, stroking her wet face and tangling his long fingers through her wet hair. Slowly inclined towards her, reducing the distance between them, his lips came to her ear and whispered words which made her eyes closed.

"But to forget Will Be more painful Than to lose it
As I kill my breath, I'm going to die "

They separated and with a piercing gaze given to her made her forget the confussion and now just desperate desire could be noticed on her face.
"From the agony of goodbye"

He stretched against him and held her hands onto his jacket reducing any distance that they had getting closer and closer to feel his contact.
Shiver … she felt someone was watching, probably him...
She looked up towards his face towards him reducing the distance of theirfaces, getting closer and closer and joining their lips together. She knew she was hurting herself, this young man and her lover who was watching from the distance.

What would happen after that night? ...
He also embraced her, surrounded her little body against him, with fear and approached his lips to her face, looking her lips again, a kiss, perhaps the strangest kiss full of passion, confusion and despair.


"Bring it back to That Moment"


After that kiss she walked away…He wanted to stop her
but he knew that she would not listen.


"Curse me, curse me for letting go Do not leave me, my heart Collapsed "

He watching the scene, clenched his fist and watched her getting lost in the darkness of the night.
She who was his obsession, nothing more than that, she was not his lover, not anymore. His reality had been broken ...

"Do not leave me alone, I'm screaming
Want you, I want you like crazy
Your lips shouldn't love That left me
Do not love me, I Threw You Away "
The three under the rain, that soon became stronger and continuous ... under neon lights emitting a false light that tormented their hearts which were immerse in confusion, desperation and desire ... under the spell of an obsession...

"Do not throw me away"